eternia

I have lived past my alotted 9 Lives,
or maybe I havn’t lived at all.
When peace falls, I wonder where I belong,
and if its possible for man to fail God.

It is not the action that you will be held to
but rather the heart of the matter, they say.
Yet the road to hell is paved with good intentions.
So which saying gets ‘right’ of way?

For every idea, a counter claim.
For every wise sage, another opposed
both living their wisdom out, victorious, old.
If we know by their fruits,
Which seed did they sow?

I am clear that I’m muddy.
I am sure that I’m not.
I am right in my wrongs.
I care less than I thought.
They know less than I…

I stand still as they walk.

I am still

still

still lost.

Listening to the clamor of man,

bellowing…
bickering…

blocking out God when He talks.